Freewriting

Its over

Clinging to his words Wishing so much More was said

Wondering how just two words Can mean so much is dead The tears, the blood, the sweat, the time, everything just wasted in a blink of an eye

how could two words cause so much pain, as i sit and cry in vein My heart filled full with emptienes, as my vessle cut and drained.

To ponder past worlds left unknown of things that could have been, of all the greatness, of all the sin.

Theese dreams cast upon ones life, of you and me and all our friends, living life like a fairytale end, could stop abruptly just like that,

With just two words everything stops, you wish they weren't there, you wish they were gone, while you try to think of what you've done wrong.

A part of you is missing, where could it have went? To be found in the arms of an angel heaven sent, she's smarter, and popular, more goregous than I, and all I can do is sulk and think Why, Why did she come here? just to ruin my life?

The answers I uncover, I just deny, regretting ever meeting the man I despise, for ever beliving i'll love again.

I'll never recover from loving him, and how he ended my life with just two little words, for my love will live on but my body shall die, as it has been conquered by loves evil side.